Tuesday, February 24, 2009

压抑

压抑情感这回事,我不止做了一次,打从我懂事以来,我不断在压抑。即使是面对自己喜欢的人,不管多么多么喜欢对方也从来不说出来。我很怕受伤害,怕自己配不上.....

有时候被人的话伤害了,我也依旧忍着不驳,多少的不平与愤怒总深深埋藏于心中,生怕得罪人。可能这样太长久了,促使我始终不敢正面地表现出我真实的一面。我何苦这样对待自己?

现在我已经渐渐步入不惑之年,却比以前更加‘疑惑’,真是啼笑皆非!或许老天能帮帮我,让我寻得知音,解除我心中之惑吧,我不想一再一再地压抑自己的情感,真的不想了......

4 comments:

miin leong said...

hey, why r u suppressing your feelings?? To whom?? To Phoenix? No need la.. come back Sg.. it's your only love.. kekeke.. :P

hui khoon tan said...

to everyone i met n know.i m not always me, being teacher is worst, always have to put up a front to pupils...

HighlyFavoured Pearl said...

Hui, just be yourself. You have that charisma that makes us feel at ease and comfortable being who we are.
If there's Someone in your life, just be yourself. =)

hui khoon tan said...

u r d first person to say i have charisma, u make my day! yes, i wanna be myself, very much...