扪心自问，现在的教育制度也不完全是毫无可取的，至少它造就了我，引发了我现在的思想，懂得质问这个制度吧! 再过三个月我就能暂告这个恼人的教育制度，随心所欲，为所欲为，放浪无忌！随心所欲，为所欲为，放浪无忌......咳！我是痴人说梦话，自欺欺人啊！到了美国，我还是得向新加坡人报到，改变得了个鬼制度！最值得安慰的是，我真的能摆脱批改大批大批的作业和作文。上天果然在保佑我.....
什么鸟不拉屎的地方，我偏要到那拉拖大屎去，而且是人屎！越是泼冷水的家伙，嘿嘿，肯定是吃不到葡萄，吃我的甘醋！傻人有傻福，我不就是个例子吗？我就活得好好的，他日发光辉，让你们跌破眼镜！
有好些人说我笨，说我悲观，我默认，我的确不聪明，然而我就是不可能释怀，不知时间久了，我这个常得失忆症的家伙可否随即而淡忘呢？不，我可以原谅但不会忘记！纵使再好的朋友难道就有权利这么批判我吗？ 阅览了好几个老师的blog，我觉得他们更悲观！这或许是我这个傻人的个人见解吧，因为真的很难见到所有的postings全是有关快乐的经历或事。 若是这样，这便不是人生！
Welcome to the sometimes nonsensical, dreaming, oops! memory fading site of KhOon. This is where I'm keeping all my stuff from now on, so come back whenever you want to see what's new. Feel free to post a reply if you see something you like or just want to get in touch. 谢谢‘光临’！欢迎随时留言。 photo link: http://picasaweb.google.com/huikhoon
Thursday, September 06, 2007
Monday, October 02, 2006
smses
顾客：“老板，这些月饼是不是进口的？“老板不耐烦地回答：“当然是进口的啦！你有吃过月饼是进鼻子的吗？”提早祝你中秋节快乐！”
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青春是瓶里的鲜花，友谊是天上的云霞，眼泪是人生的代价，奋斗是幸福的归家，水流不会因石而阻。朋友不要因远而疏！祝你每天开心快乐。
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青春是瓶里的鲜花，友谊是天上的云霞，眼泪是人生的代价，奋斗是幸福的归家，水流不会因石而阻。朋友不要因远而疏！祝你每天开心快乐。
Saturday, September 09, 2006
One Week in Beijing
Before this trip for the exchange programme, i felt so relieved that i managed to get out of teaching in the beijing school. I was positive that i will foster a better relationship with my supervisor, liping. Never did i expect it to turn out otherwise.
My goodness me! She actually commented and passed sarcastic remarks about me throughout the whole trip. There was not a moment that she will not pass any critical remarks about everything i did or say. All the time, she was practically 'glued' to another colleague, Michael. I don't deny he is a more seasoned traveller and smarter person than i even though i was the one leading the group when we were touring Forbidden Palace as even the Chinese teachers were not sure how to get there. i felt that this is no way to treat another colleague when i had done nothing wrong against her. What's more she actually mentioned at least thrice that i should take more '葱‘ so that i can be smarter! She had no qualms implying that i am stupid. i have to keep telling myself that '大人不计小人过' and that i have to be cool and calm so as not to fall out with her. Guess she had been 'boss' for some time thus that bossy behaviour seems to be rooted and 'expanded' over time.
Gosh, i really wonder how michael felt when she is practically buzzying over him and trying to get him to be interested in whatever she is doing. What is irking me more was that she knew he is married to a highly capable wife and she herself got a hubby in Singapore. I felt it is really not right, hence i tried to avoid being closed to them at all. Besides, liping is giving me the cold shoulder all the time anyway. It is really pressurizing when she needs everything to be fast and efficient for which i thought i am the only one feeling it. My sixth sense tells me that michael kinda felt it from her too towards the end of the week. Her worst behaviour was that she seemed to feel that everything she did and said is correct! Woh, i could feel the 'displeased' atmosphere displayed by a few of our Chinese counterparts (teachers)!
Well, for the least. it's over now. I will have to be on my toes with liping now and beware that i won't tread on her blues. Sigh, this trip seems to be sounding off to me that it is time to say goodbye to tao nan...
My goodness me! She actually commented and passed sarcastic remarks about me throughout the whole trip. There was not a moment that she will not pass any critical remarks about everything i did or say. All the time, she was practically 'glued' to another colleague, Michael. I don't deny he is a more seasoned traveller and smarter person than i even though i was the one leading the group when we were touring Forbidden Palace as even the Chinese teachers were not sure how to get there. i felt that this is no way to treat another colleague when i had done nothing wrong against her. What's more she actually mentioned at least thrice that i should take more '葱‘ so that i can be smarter! She had no qualms implying that i am stupid. i have to keep telling myself that '大人不计小人过' and that i have to be cool and calm so as not to fall out with her. Guess she had been 'boss' for some time thus that bossy behaviour seems to be rooted and 'expanded' over time.
Gosh, i really wonder how michael felt when she is practically buzzying over him and trying to get him to be interested in whatever she is doing. What is irking me more was that she knew he is married to a highly capable wife and she herself got a hubby in Singapore. I felt it is really not right, hence i tried to avoid being closed to them at all. Besides, liping is giving me the cold shoulder all the time anyway. It is really pressurizing when she needs everything to be fast and efficient for which i thought i am the only one feeling it. My sixth sense tells me that michael kinda felt it from her too towards the end of the week. Her worst behaviour was that she seemed to feel that everything she did and said is correct! Woh, i could feel the 'displeased' atmosphere displayed by a few of our Chinese counterparts (teachers)!
Does status really change a person over time? I can't imagine how i used to admire her so much for her capabilities and resourcefulness. Or was it just me who is lacking self confidence that gives her the leeway to be rude and demeaning towards me... ....
If it hadn't been for her, the trip would have been real wonderful. The weather is cool and the shopping is great. Fnally, i got to tour ' 天坛' temple of heavens which i missed last year due to the constructions for the year 2008 olympics. Lucky for me too are the wonderful girls that we had on the trip and i never imagined that i actually enjoyed the company of these kids!Well, for the least. it's over now. I will have to be on my toes with liping now and beware that i won't tread on her blues. Sigh, this trip seems to be sounding off to me that it is time to say goodbye to tao nan...
Saturday, August 12, 2006
Friday, August 11, 2006
Monday, June 19, 2006
Saturday, March 18, 2006
Monday, December 19, 2005
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Feeling Empty
When I was working, I yearned for the school holidays to come. Now that I am having the holidays, I don't really enjoy fully and felt I was free from work! I could have gone for some tour of some kind. However, having spent quite some money during June Beijing tour and September diving trip to Redang, I thought I will stay put in Singapore so that I could save up for a trip to Europe next year.
SO! This 'empty, hollow' feeling surges up to the tip of my hair follicle! Urggghhh.. Like I always said to friends "I am paid to enjoy my holidays!" But am i really truly enjoying this moment? If I were to say I hope to work now, I am lying! Like usual, I am thinking too much again! The rest of the December holidays are ticking away! Got to rid of all these thoughts! Yes, make life vibrant, so what if I feel lethargic and empty! The hack with it......
SO! This 'empty, hollow' feeling surges up to the tip of my hair follicle! Urggghhh.. Like I always said to friends "I am paid to enjoy my holidays!" But am i really truly enjoying this moment? If I were to say I hope to work now, I am lying! Like usual, I am thinking too much again! The rest of the December holidays are ticking away! Got to rid of all these thoughts! Yes, make life vibrant, so what if I feel lethargic and empty! The hack with it......
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