New Zealand

Feeling Empty

When I was working, I yearned for the school holidays to come. Now that I am having the holidays, I don't really enjoy fully and felt I was free from work! I could have gone for some tour of some kind. However, having spent quite some money during June Beijing tour and September diving trip to Redang, I thought I will stay put in Singapore so that I could save up for a trip to Europe next year.

SO! This 'empty, hollow' feeling surges up to the tip of my hair follicle! Urggghhh.. Like I always said to friends "I am paid to enjoy my holidays!" But am i really truly enjoying this moment? If I were to say I hope to work now, I am lying! Like usual, I am thinking too much again! The rest of the December holidays are ticking away! Got to rid of all these thoughts! Yes, make life vibrant, so what if I feel lethargic and empty! The hack with it......